Untitled Reflection

(sometime in 2020)

The realization that the responsibility for my emotions is all on me is an eye-opener. More so has been the fact that I can move on from what pains me to what brings me joy by simply channeling my chain of thought to something different and positive. It does sound like “moving mad”. In fact, many might claim that to be true, I mean, how can life be as simple as that anyway. Sometimes I feel that way too, but, somehow, I have transformed, that’s for one. I’ve restarted journeys I never finished and I can only be hopeful that nothing takes Jehovah’s place.
I am not used to myself, the more power I get as a spirit, the more powerful my mind becomes. Maybe one day they can meet halfway. That cannot be ideal or the most practical, but if it’s the way then let it be.
My justice will be in rediscovering this world and defining it in my own terms. Fabricating ideas, turning them into reality, expressing myself and opening eyes. Showing God to the people and feeling His presence everyday, my only wish.
I’ve tried to balance life, it only happens in phases so I’ll be a Maze Runner!